Acting,
for me, is the last vestige of doing something that I would like to feel really naive about. - Interview, November 1995.
[on the importance
of rehearsal for Thirteen (2003)] : I mean, some movies I walk in, "Hi, nice to meet you", we get in bed and we
do a love scene. And that does happen. That happened with me with Billy Crudup on Jesus' Son (1999). Actors talk about that a lot, but it's not uncommon. And we could not have done
Thirteen (2003) that way. It would not have worked.
I always
feel that I am the advocate for my character. More than anyone else on the set, including the director. I'm there to protect
my character, in a way.
I often
get asked to direct and I've never taken anyone up on it. It would be very interesting and I would learn so much. But it's
a very confrontational job - I mean, directors are forced to confront themselves, and I don't think there's really a way to
prepare for the pressure of directing. And I have seen quite a few good people crash and burn at the job. Nervous breakdowns,
crying, screaming fits - people buckle, so it's always scared me. But it's intriguing.
It just
seems that abortion rights never ceases to be a hot topic. It's a shame. It feels to me an anachronism. I mean, why are we
still talking about this? Why is this not just a woman's right, period? I find it boring and very frustrating that it remains
such a high profile subject.
Actors do movies
because you want to make a connection, you want an audience to recognize themselves in what it is that you're depicting. The
portrait, you want it to be a reflection of some aspect of humanity that people understand, that they see in their own lives.
And so, when a movie makes a connection like that, there's simply nothing better. And in some ways, an Academy Award does validate that actual hook-up. I was trying to get as much experience as I could. But very early on, I was always extremely
particular. From the beginning, I was never desperate. I did other things for money; you know, the normal, boring stuff -
I temped, I did waitressing. But I actually quit a play early on in my career - it was one of the first things that I ever
got cast in, but I quit because there was something about it that I didn't like. I didn't think the director was the right
guy to be directing it. So I've never felt that every situation was great for me and therefore I would have to stay. To me,
being creative is a very fragile thing, the environment in which one can create is a very particular one, and somehow I've
always felt the need to be very protective of that.
[on how her career
as an actress began] : ....Joel and Ethan (Joel Coen & Ethan Coen) had just finished the script of Raising Arizona (1987), and they asked me to read it and said that they'd written this part for
me and would I be interested in doing it? So that was the beginning of my feature film career.
I'm just
always looking for the best stuff. And also, there are things I want to do that I can't get - they want someone else. Often,
in the movie business, they need somebody who will garner box office because they need to pay for the movie. So the people
who are in movies that make a lot of money are the people who most often get cast in studio pictures. In my career, I've never
been a box office name. Granted, a couple of my movies have made a lot of money but I'd do other movies which make very little
money or they're not seen that much.
Actors
are beggars and gypsies, that's just the way it is. And in many ways, I take what I can get. But I do search high and low
for stuff that interests me.
Well, I think
that an Academy Award has a certain kind of business shelf life. People have different speculations but definitely
for a couple of years, your price is raised and there are more plentiful offers. Which only makes sense - it is a business.
And the Academy Awards is a business, it enhances everything when you win one. But I think the most significant
thing for me was, one, it was presented to me by Al Pacino, which I just loved. And two, that it was given to me for a role and an experience that
I felt was a profound influence in my life. I know this because I was nominated for The Firm (1993) that same year and I don't feel the same way about The Firm (1993) that I do about The Piano (1993). So if I'd won for The Firm (1993) it would have been a whole different deal for me. I never actually saw The Firm (1993), so for me it would have been like... [grimaces]